Memories.

Hey.

I haven't been able to blog properly since school started.
I've been really tired and i don't come online often.

So yes. I have back pain, I don't get enough sleep, period cramps and im getting darker by the second. Stupid sun.

Okay wait, there was a reason why i'm blogging now. But i don't remember.

I really feel terrible now. Like physically and emotionally and mentally.

Oh when i was talking to Natt the other day she mentioned a few things and put these thoughts into my head. So here it goes. Feel it.

Just picture a cloudy day down by the beach.
There's sand in your feet a drink in one hand and your best friend in the next seat.
The sun is starting to set and you feel the breeze in your hair.
You take a deep breath and you smell the fresh ocean air.
Just a few steps away and you'd be in your beach house the one you always dreamed of since you were a kid.
You could stay here all year round just you, your friends and the beach.
You start talking about how it used to be.
All those good memories.
You would close your eyes and the world would disappear and all you could hear is the sound of the crashing waves.
No secret, No lies, No goodbyes.